The Ghost(英文版)-第52部分

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ved　it　was　right。”

　　I　mumbled　a　reply。　I　was　in　a　state　of　shock。

　　“Emmett　claims　you　showed　him　some　photographs。　Is　that　true？　May　I　see？”

　　My　hands　shook　slightly　as　I　removed　them　from　the　envelope　and　pushed　them　across　the　table　toward　him。　He　flicked　through　the　first　four　very　quickly；　paused　over　the　fifth—the　one　that　showed　him　and　Emmett　onstage—then　went　back　to　the　beginning　and　started　looking　at　them　again；　lingering　over　each　image。

　　He　said；　without　raising　his　eyes　from　the　pictures；　“Where　did　you　get　them？”

　　“McAra　ordered　them　up　from　the　archive。　I　found　them　in　his　room。”

　　Over　the　intercom；　the　copilot　asked　us　to　fasten　our　seat　belts。

　　“Odd；”　murmured　Lang。　“Odd　the　way　we’ve　all　changed　so　much　and　yet　also　stayed　exactly　the　same。　Mike　never　mentioned　anything　to　me　about　photographs。　Oh；　that　bloody　archive！”　He　squinted　closely　at　one　of　the　riverbank　pictures。　It　was　the　girls；　I　noticed；　rather　than　himself　or　Emmett；　who　seemed　to　fascinate　him　the　most。　“I　remember　her；”　he　said；　tapping　the　picture。　“And　her。　She　wrote　to　me　once；　when　I　was　prime　minister。　Ruth　was　not　pleased。　Oh；　God；”　he　said；　and　passed　his　hand　across　his　face。　“Ruth。”　For　a　moment；　I　thought　he　was　about　to　break　down；　but　when　he　looked　at　me　his　eyes　were　dry。　“What　happens　next？　Is　there　a　procedure　in　your　line　of　work　to　deal　with　this　sort　of　situation？”

　　Patterns　of　light　were　very　clear　in　the　window　now。　I　could　see　the　headlamps　of　a　car　on　a　road。

　　“The　client　always　has　the　last　word　about　what　goes　in　a　book；”　I　said。　“Always。　But；　obviously；　in　this　case；　given　what　happened—”

　　On　the　tape；　my　voice　trails　away；　and　then　there　is　a　loud　clunk；　as　Lang　leans　forward　and　grabs　my　forearm。

　　“If　you　mean　what　happened　to　Mike；　then　let　me　tell　you　I　was　absolutely　appalled　by　that。”　His　gaze　was　fixed　unwaveringly　on　me；　he　was　putting　everything　he　had　left　within　him　into　the　task　of　convincing　me；　and　I’ll　freely　confess；　despite　everything　I’d　discovered；　he　succeeded：　to　this　day；　I’m　sure　he　was　telling　the　truth。　“If　you　believe　nothing　else；　you　must　please　believe　that　his　death　had　nothing　to　do　with　me；　and　I　shall　carry　that　image　of　Mike　in　the　morgue　until　my　own　dying　day。　I’m　sure　it　was　an　accident。　But　okay；　let’s　say；　for　the　sake　of　argument；　it　wasn’t。”　He　tightened　his　grip　on　my　arm。　“What　was　he　thinking　of；　driving　up　to　Boston　to　confront　Emmett？　He’d　been　around　politics　long　enough　to　know　that　you　don’t　do　something　like　that；　not　when　the　stakes　are　this　high。　You　know；

　　in　a　way；　he　did　kill　himself。　It　was　a　suicidal　act。”

　　“That’s　what　worries　me；”　I　said。

　　“You　can’t　seriously　think；”　said　Lang；　“that　the　same　thing　could　happen　to　you？”

　　“It　has　crossed　my　mind。”

　　“You　need　have　no　fears　on　that　score。　I　can　guarantee　it。”　I　guess　my　disbelief　must　have　been

　　obvious。　“Oh；　come　on；　man！”　he　said　urgently。　Again；　the　fingers　clenched　on　my　flesh。　“There　are　four　policemen　traveling　on　this　plane　with　us　right　now！　What　kind　of　people　do　you　think　we　are？”

　　“Well；　that’s　just　it；”　I　said。　“What　kind　of　peopleare　you？”

　　We　were　coming　in　low　over　the　treetops。　The　lights　of　the　Gulfstream　gleamed　across　dark　waves　of　foliage。

　　I　tried　to　pull　my　arm　away。　“Excuse　me；”　I　said。

　　Lang　reluctantly　let　go　of　me　and　I　fastened　my　seat　belt。　He　did　the　same。　He　glanced　out　of　the　window　at　the　terminal；　then　back　at　me；　appalled；　as　we　dipped　gracefully　onto　the　runway。

　　“My　God；　you’ve　already　told　someone；　haven’t　you？”

　　I　could　feel　myself　turning　scarlet。　“No；”　I　said。

　　“You　have。”

　　“I　haven’t。”　On　the　tape　I　sound　as　feeble　as　a　child　caught　red…handed。

　　He　leaned　forward　again。　“Who　have　you　told？”

　　Looking　out　at　the　dark　forest　beyond　the　perimeter　of　the　airport；　where　anything　could　be　lurking；　it　seemed　like　the　only　insurance　policy　I　had。

　　“Richard　Rycart；”　I　said。

　　That　must　have　been　a　devastating　blow　to　him。　He　must　have　known　then　that　it　was　the　end　of　everything。　In　my　mind’s　eye　I　see　him　still；　like　one　those　once　grand　but　now　condemned　apartment　blocks；　moments　after　the　demolition　charges　have　been　exploded：　for　a　few　seconds；　the　fa。ade　remains　bizarrely　intact；　before　slowly　beginning　to　slide。　That　was　Lang。　He　gave　me　a　long　blank　look　and　then　subsided　back　into　his　seat。

　　The　plane　came　to　a　halt　in　front　of　the　terminal　building。　The　engines　died。

　　AT　THIS　POINT；　ATlong　last；　I　did　something　smart。

　　As　Lang　sat　contemplating　his　ruin；　and　as　Amelia　came　hurrying　down　the　aisle　to　discover　what　I’d　said；　I　had　the　presence　of　mind　to　eject　the　disk　from　the　minirecorder　and　slip　it　into　my　pocket。　In　its　place　I　inserted　the　blank。　Lang　was　too　stunned　to　care　and　Amelia　too　fixated　on　him　to　notice。

　　“All　right；”　she　said　firmly；　“that’s　enough　for　tonight。”　She　lifted　the　empty　glass　from　his　unresisting　hand　and　gave　it　to　the　steward。　“We　need　to　get　you　home；　Adam。　Ruth’s　waiting　at　the　gate。”　She　reached　over　and　unfastened　his　seat　belt　and　then　removed　his　suit　jacket　from　the　back　of　his　seat。　She　held　it　out　ready　for　him　to　slip　into；　and　shook　it　slightly；　like　a　matador　with　a　cloak；　but　her　voice　was　very　tender。　“Adam？”

　　He　rose；　trancelike；　to　obey；　gazing　vacantly　toward　the　cockpit　as　she　guided　his　arms　into　the　sleeves。　She　glared　at　me　over　his　shoulder；　and　mouthed；　furiously　and　very　distinctly；　and　with　her　customarily　precise　diction；　“What　the　fuck　are　you　doing？”

　　It　was　a　good　question。　What　the　fuckwas　I　doing？　At　the　front　of　the　plane；　the　door　had　opened　and　three　of　the　Special　Branch　men　were　disembarking。　A　blast　of　cold　air　ran　down　the　cabin。　Lang　began　to　walk　toward　the　exit；　preceded　by　his　fourth　bodyguard；　Amelia　at　his　back。　I　quickly　stuffed　my　recorder　and　the　photographs　into　my　shoulder　bag　and　followed　them。　The　pilot　had　come　out　of　the　cockpit　to　say　good…bye　and　I　saw　Lang　square　his　shoulders　and　advance　to　meet　him；　his　hand　outstretched。

　　“That　was　great；”　said　Lang　vaguely；　“as　usual。　My　favorite　airline。”　He　shook　the　pilot’s　hand；　then　leaned　past　him　to　greet　the　copilot　and　the　waiting　steward。　“Thanks。　Thanks　so　much。”　He　turned　to　us；　still　smiling　his　professional　smile；　but　it　faded　fast；　he　looked　stricken。　The　last　bodyguard　was　already　halfway　down　the　steps。　There　was　just　Amelia；　me；　and　the　two　secretaries　waiting　to　follow　him　off　the　plane。　Standing　in　the　lighted　glass　window　of　the　terminal　I　could　just　make　out　the　figure　of　Ruth。　She　was　too　far　away　for　me　to　judge　her　expression。　“Would　you　mind　just　hanging　back　a　minute？”　he　said　to　Amelia。　“And　you；　too？”　he　added　to　me。　“I　need　to　have　a　private　word　with　my　wife。”

　　“Is　everything　all　right；　Adam？”　asked　Amelia。　She　had　been　with　him　too　long；　and　I　suppose　she　loved　him　too　much；　not　to　know　that　something　was　terribly　wrong。

　　“It’ll　be　fine；”　said　Lang。　He　touched　her　elbow　lightly；　then　gave　us　all；　including　me　and　the　plane　crew；　a　slight　bow。　“Thank　you；　ladies　and　gentlemen；　and　good　night。”

　　He　ducked　through　the　door　and　paused　at　the　top　of　the　steps；　glancing　around；　smoothing　down　his　hair。　Amelia　and　I　watched　him　from　the　interior　of　the　plane。　He　was　just　as　he　was　when　I　first　saw　him—still；　out　of　habit；　searching　for　an　audience　with　whom　he　could　connect；　even　though　the　windy；　floodlit　concourse　was　deserted；　apart　from　the　waiting　bodyguards；　and　a　ground　technician　in　overalls；　working　late；　no　doubt　eager　to　get　home。

　　Lang　must　also　have　seen　Ruth　waiting　at　the　window；　because　he　suddenly　raised　his　hand　in　acknowledgment；　then　set　off　down　the　steps；　gracefully；　like　a　dancer。　He　reached　the　tarmac　and　had　gone　about　ten　yards　toward　the　terminal　when　the　technician　shouted　out；　“Adam！”　and　waved。　The　voice　was　English；　and　Lang　must　have　recognized　the　accent　of　a　fellow　countryman　because　he　suddenly　broke　away　from　his　bodyguards　and　strode　toward　the　man；　his　hand　held　out。　And　that　is　my　final　image　of　Lang：　a　man　always　with　his　hand　held　out。　It　is　burned　into　my　retinas—his　yearning　shadow　against　the　expanding　ball　of　bright　white　fire　that　suddenly　engulfed　him；　and　then　there　was　only　the　flying　debris；　the　stinging　grit；　the　glass；　the　furnace　heat；　and　the　underwater　silence　of　the　explosion。

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　　If　you　are　going　to　be　the　least　bit　upset　not　to　see　your　name　credited　or　not　to　be　invited　to　the　launch　party　then　you　are　going　to　have　a　miserable　time　ghosting　altogether。

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　　I　SAW　NOTHING　MOREafter　that　initial　flash　of　brilliant　light；　there　was　too　much　glass　and　blood　in　my　eyes。　The　force　of　the　blast　flung　us　all　backward。　Amelia；　I　learned　later；　hit　her　head　on　the　side　of　a　seat　and　was　knocked　unconscious；　while　I　lay　across　the　aisle　in　darkness　and　silence　for　what　could　have　been　minutes　or　hours。　I　felt　no　pain；　except　when　one　of　the　terrified　secretaries　trod　on　my　hand　with　her　high　heel　i